New place

Hi guys,

Have moved to use multiply. More space to put photos, etc... find me there ok?

http://dingkie.multiply.com

Sleepless Night

Once in a while, I lose sleep. Tonight's just one of those nights when I absolutely think I should sleep, yet something's on my mind... I can't seem to be able to go to bed until I've cleared out the clutter in my head, when there's finally peace.

It's so strange, that someone should just disappear from the face of Earth. It creates a wierd sense of loss. Sometimes I wonder, perhaps I am really such a poor friend, poor at keeping in touch. Daily nitty gritties get to me, consume so much of my time, that time just whizzes past, friends just move on. Sometimes I sit and think about them, think about those times that we had, it's such a shame to even think that now I no longer know where they are or how to contact them.

I have no idea what went through in my friends' lives. These sound a little strange now, a little emotional, but it exactly spells out how I am feeling. I didn't even know, when someone who was a mentor, a teacher, a friend, suddenly cut off all form of contact with everyone that she know, everyone that I know, until much later.

In retrospect, I have been taking my friends for granted, thinking that they'll always be there... I have entangled myself in the rat race, and sometimes I wonder where this is going to lead me. Worked so hard for the company, but what have I done for myself? My family? Guess it's time to take stock.

Not sure if this is all because I'm getting married soon. I started to feel that I need to spend more time with family , especially my parents. Somehow, as the date draws nearer, I suddenly realised that if I am old enough to get married, that means that my parents are also catching on their age.

There's so much on my mind, that it is tough to even get them out cohesively... wonder how *early* will I sleep tonight...?